Wednesday, November 15, 2006


Well...that's what fertilizer is for...

Remember, when you get crapped on, it gives you fuel for life!

These were the words from my friend Pete tonight in a conversation as he was trying so hard to bring this wilting WildFlower back to life...

He is so sweet n wonderful on these many cranky days it seems I have been having...he is...sort of a nerd...very intelligent...and cute too...but he tries to be funny...which doesn't always work for him...at least not with me anyway...I mostly roll my eyes at his many failed attempts...

But tonight he got the best of my pessimistic way! So much for dying wildflowers! Just throw a lil crap their way and see how much stronger they grow back...

So here is where I realized that all this CRAP that has been thrown my way over the past couple weeks...several months actually...has not really been choking the life out of me as I thought...NO...it is fueling up my soul!! And here I thought my soul was starving...boy was I ever mistaken!!! I'm getting more nourishment than a whole field of wildflowers would need to grow...

Now...to find that "woohoohoo" (as my friend Scott puts it) that is inside me somewhere...presumably buried deeply under all the crap! The hard part is not really the shoveling of the crap but absorbing the nourishment it has to offer...one could assume that a bowl of attitude for breakfast would be much tastier than a bowl of crap...however...be careful...we all know the deal with assuming! So, perhaps we should stop making asses of ourselves and just take the CRAP!

So in the morning I'm gonna take my bowl of crap absorb its nutrients and GROW!


Tuesday, November 14, 2006


Monday, October 23, 2006


Life ain't always beautiful...But...it's a Beautiful Life!!!
Current mood: lonely
Category: Life

Nope...LIFE AIN'T ALWAYS BEAUTIFUL...sometimes life brings us down...brings sadness, pain and heartache...scares the beejeezers outta us...damages or hurts us in some manner...be it physical or emotional...

THEN...then there is this thing called BALANCE...

but...IT'S A BEAUTIFUL LIFE....sometimes life brings us up...brings happiness, joy, excitement, love and fulfullment...scares the beejeezers outta us...yet heals us in some manner be it physical or emotional...

We take risks everyday of our lives...sometimes physical, sometimes emotional...sometimes we are aware of our risk taking and other times we may not be...

We take risks that may hurt us...risks that may heal us...ones that bring pain or joy...love or sadness...happiness or fulfillment...but we take them...and even at the moments we decide NOT to take a risk...still we are...

The very moment we decide NOT to RISK our battered HEARTS to LOVE...we are taking a RISK...we risk losing something that could be the most beautiful thing that ever came into our lives!

We should RISK it! We shall heal...life finds a way...

Life ain't always beautiful...but....it's a BEAUTIFUL LIFE!!!

LIVE IT FOR ALL YOU CAN!!!

If you always...
June 3, 2006

Thought for the Day!
Current mood: calm
Category: Writing and Poetry

"If you always do what you've always done...you'll always get what you've always got!"

ALL things happen for a reason! Each of these experiences have a lesson to offer us...if only we would open our mind & soul to learning each lesson!

When things seem to always stay the same...even though the scenery has changed...this is because we continue to take the same actions, expecting different results!

We all have some level of risk taking inside us...however we somehow choose to use this wonderful, powerful talent in a manor that only keeps us from being fully alive!

Kelly Clarkson says it well....

"TAKE A RISK, TAKE A CHANCE, MAKE A CHANGE........AND BREAK AWAY!!!!!!!!"