Well...that's what fertilizer is for...

Remember, when you get crapped on, it gives you fuel for life!

These were the words from my friend Pete tonight in a conversation as he was trying so hard to bring this wilting WildFlower back to life...

He is so sweet n wonderful on these many cranky days it seems I have been having...he is...sort of a nerd...very intelligent...and cute too...but he tries to be funny...which doesn't always work for him...at least not with me anyway...I mostly roll my eyes at his many failed attempts...

But tonight he got the best of my pessimistic way! So much for dying wildflowers! Just throw a lil crap their way and see how much stronger they grow back...

So here is where I realized that all this CRAP that has been thrown my way over the past couple weeks...several months actually...has not really been choking the life out of me as I thought...NO...it is fueling up my soul!! And here I thought my soul was starving...boy was I ever mistaken!!! I'm getting more nourishment than a whole field of wildflowers would need to grow...

Now...to find that "woohoohoo" (as my friend Scott puts it) that is inside me somewhere...presumably buried deeply under all the crap! The hard part is not really the shoveling of the crap but absorbing the nourishment it has to offer...one could assume that a bowl of attitude for breakfast would be much tastier than a bowl of crap...however...be careful...we all know the deal with assuming! So, perhaps we should stop making asses of ourselves and just take the CRAP!

So in the morning I'm gonna take my bowl of crap absorb its nutrients and GROW!